my rant. apologies to aaron, but what you posted was a little too familiar, heard it coming out of my mouth not too long ago.

i'm sick of being sick.

i'm sick of my passion for the kingdom of god expressing itself as judgement and disapproval of others who are just stupid people like me trying to somehow manifest christ to a broken world.

i'm sick of being called on it, and having to admit that i am wrong.

most of all i am sick of the feeling of seperation between those who "get this whole emergent thing" and the rest of the church.

my brain still thinks that it is time to re-imagine what it means to be the people of christ in a postmodern age.

but why is it making me sick?